Why this blog?

Welcome! Thank you for visiting my blog!

This is my medical and recreational blogsite. Some of the entries on this blog are honest and quite vulnerable, as I wrote them at my lowest point. I try to keep a positive outlook on life, because no one wants to hang out with a downer, including me. Writing these entries has allowed me to see the world through a beneficial filter that allows me to appreciate every moment I have been able to experience in my life, even the difficult ones.

My husband Matthew and I LIVE when we can. I mean we suck the juice out of life, and we aren't ashamed of that outlook. It makes the bad times ok somehow because we took advantage when we were able. The pictures on this blog are part of that. I take pretty pictures of my sick body to boost my self esteem when I am having a difficult time seeing myself as a woman instead of a sick person. It is how I cope with my illness, and no one gets to judge how you survive your difficulties. So live on, and feed your souls.

Watch our story here:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mG_mrDJ10LM&feature=youtu.be


~ Tonia

I have decided to relaunch my Facebook Page, The Beauty in Illness. Along with the help of two other rare patient advocates, we are hoping to include artistic stories of struggle and perseverence through creative ways. Please check us out and let us know if you would like to contribute!




Hospital Me THEN (2012)

Hospital Me THEN (2012)
Dance like no one is watching!

Hospital me NOW (2015)

Hospital me NOW (2015)
Dance like EVERYONE'S watching

Post Transplant-1 Year (March 2014)

Post Transplant-1 Year (March 2014)
Mi Amor Studio

Pre Dialysis Pinup Shoot (2012)

Pre Dialysis Pinup Shoot (2012)
Dynamite Dames

Mid Dialysis Boudoir (March 2013)

Mid Dialysis Boudoir (March 2013)
100 pounds, and a week from transplant, chest tube tucked into bra like a lady. ;)

Non-Pinup Me Now (2015)

Non-Pinup Me Now (2015)
This girl has four kidneys

Thursday, March 7, 2013

Hello followers of Kidneys and Pinups,
This is Blaz,  a friend of Matthew and Tonia and someone who has watched the two of them go through this amazing, frustrating and trying journey. I love them dearly. Tonia asked me to update everyone on how the transplant went today.

The transplant went without any problems. Both Matthew and Tonia are in good condition. They are in rooms right next to each other in the hospital with their families around them. They are recovering well, they have both been able to stand and walk, though this first day has been painful. It looks like everything went as expected, everyone is very happy and relieved to know they are ok. The next steps are controlling the pain, recovering from surgery and hopefully soon Matthew and Tonia will be able to enjoy life without medical concerns hanging over their heads or holding them back.

Tonia's wonderful Mother has kept everyone in the loop on the recovery today. She snapped the following photo of Tonia walking down the hall just to give Matthew a kiss and boost his moral and ease his pain.

If this isn't a true moment of the love between two beautiful people, I don't know what is.


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