Why this blog?

Welcome! Thank you for visiting my blog!

This is my medical and recreational blogsite. Some of the entries on this blog are honest and quite vulnerable, as I wrote them at my lowest point. I try to keep a positive outlook on life, because no one wants to hang out with a downer, including me. Writing these entries has allowed me to see the world through a beneficial filter that allows me to appreciate every moment I have been able to experience in my life, even the difficult ones.

My husband Matthew and I LIVE when we can. I mean we suck the juice out of life, and we aren't ashamed of that outlook. It makes the bad times ok somehow because we took advantage when we were able. The pictures on this blog are part of that. I take pretty pictures of my sick body to boost my self esteem when I am having a difficult time seeing myself as a woman instead of a sick person. It is how I cope with my illness, and no one gets to judge how you survive your difficulties. So live on, and feed your souls.

Watch our story here:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mG_mrDJ10LM&feature=youtu.be


~ Tonia

I have decided to relaunch my Facebook Page, The Beauty in Illness. Along with the help of two other rare patient advocates, we are hoping to include artistic stories of struggle and perseverence through creative ways. Please check us out and let us know if you would like to contribute!




Hospital Me THEN (2012)

Hospital Me THEN (2012)
Dance like no one is watching!

Hospital me NOW (2015)

Hospital me NOW (2015)
Dance like EVERYONE'S watching

Post Transplant-1 Year (March 2014)

Post Transplant-1 Year (March 2014)
Mi Amor Studio

Pre Dialysis Pinup Shoot (2012)

Pre Dialysis Pinup Shoot (2012)
Dynamite Dames

Mid Dialysis Boudoir (March 2013)

Mid Dialysis Boudoir (March 2013)
100 pounds, and a week from transplant, chest tube tucked into bra like a lady. ;)

Non-Pinup Me Now (2015)

Non-Pinup Me Now (2015)
This girl has four kidneys

Sunday, November 16, 2014

My Commercial for Kaisers!

About a month ago I joined my pinup club, Oklahoma Pinup Girls, for a commercial shoot at Kaiser's Diner.  We were asked to be extras in the background dressed as vintage girls. 

When we got there, they asked if one of us would be a waitress for one of the shots.  I volunteered, of course, mostly because I was excited to have a character.

 At the end of the day, we were asked if we were available for another day of shooting on the following Saturday morning.  They needed a few more shots, and I believe they wanted to do them in daylight. Doing pinup in the morning is really hard for me.  It takes a lot of time to get your hair just right and put all the makeup on, so you have to get up really early for an already early call time. So I showed up like this:
And did the rest of my makeup in the bathroom so I could look like this:

I confess, it's not my best work.  But it was 9 AM on a Saturday morning, and I had gone out the night before, so it was the best I could do in the situation.  Ironically, when I got there, the director approached me and told me he was glad I came back and asked me if I could do some extra work on camera.  He said they liked my energy and wanted me to be "the face of Kaisers."  Despite what I consider my less-than-perfect makeup and morning-after hair, I naturally said "of course!" and signed a new contract.  

I memorized the lines they gave me and for about two hours, they filmed me saying them over and over at different locations in the diner.  It was really fun, and my first commercial with lines. 

A week later, they called me in to do some voice-over work for a third commercial.  So I am now the Voice and the Face of Kaiser's Diner.  It was a great opportunity, and I am really grateful for Lynn Crowe, Angela Mullins, Teaze Dance and Fitness, and the Oklahoma Pinup Girls for providing the chance.  If you want to see it, click on this link:  Kaiser's Diner Commercial


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